At last my work is done... for now... so heck with it, I'm gonna take a break before working my @$$ off again... Finished with my Chinese New Year shopping today... that's another task down... now to relax... sigh...

Still staying up late... but now I'm animating... shucks... been sick lately... some people told me it's coz I've stopped exercising... maybe... some say it's coz I haven't been sleeping well... true true... some say it's coz I've been skipping meals... hmmm.... still some say it's to much pressure from work... I say it's all of the above... *sniff* *sniff*... now excuse me while I go blow by dose out...

Stayed up late again modelling things I shouldn't be modelling... go figure...

This final semester is starting to get on many people's nerves... I can feel it in the air... *sniff* *sniff*... not a very pleasant smell... may karma have mercy on us all...

Been working... been sleeping... been playing... been relaxing... been reading... been wasting time... sigh... I dunno what to put up here. I don't even know what I'm doing online. Sigh... back to the old drawing board... To Kotak, don't worry, things will turn out fine... really... Keep your head and all will be well.

Just finished watching Cats, the musical. Now I have fresh ideas for my work... onward to victory!!!

The internet is still slow... felt a sudden zest for life these few days... so much so I actually stayed up the whole night a couple of days back to play on the PS2 my friend brought over. Still haven't really gotten over my PS2 jetlag... as of now... I'm still rather sleepy and tired... but work I shall!!! Now on the side... a few things I've noticed bu had been a bit too depressed over the past few days to comment on...

Kotak: Thanks for keeping me on my feet, and may you be able to finish your work on time. May you be well and happy!

Aimo [if you ever read this blog]: People are entitled to their comments on your artwork. Art is a subjective thing. Some may like it, others may not. If you're not willing to listen to their critism, then screw them for all their worth! Be happy with your own style, [tho I am honestly not a big fan of yours] and keep up the good work!

Clara: No dog? Maybe your turtle could have pissed on the rug and you have to spend the whole weekend cleaning up the stains so that your mum won't give a fit. Turtle piss can be messy... XP

Watched Black Hawk Down last night. A good war movie. If you're expecting the dramatic, romantic and heroic crap that Hollywood has to offer... this AIN'T IT!!! So go watch it for all it's worth!!! Nuff said...

I feel so worthless. I feel like I want to quit blogging. The internet here is so slow. My workload has increased. I am feeling down. I feel like I have no friends. Maybe I'm just being paranoid. Maybe I'm just too busy. I haven't got time to go out anymore. I dunno why, don't ask me. I want more music CD's!!! I'm getting this weird impression that I'm growing up too fast... or maybe not at all... I think I'll give myself more time to figure this out. Probably just a phrase...

Been working on the background that I'm supposed to be doing. Discovered a few new techniques that might come in handy. Practicing hard on the guitar... been trying to make up for all those lost years of not playing it... trying to finish Harry Potter book 4 while at the same time trying hard not to get too addicted to the story... [I don't want to become a Harry Potter fanatic like some people... and thank whoever that I'm not a LOTR fanatic as well... XP]

My room's a mess. And as I was reading Booya's blog earlier, I remembered the time when I cleaned up my room back home. Found a whole pile of old comics I drew between lessons while I was at secondary school. Crappy sort of work... crude strokes and bad panelling... but good story. Not so much that I had better ideas back then, but that they were original. A few spoofs, but otherwise, pretty cool stuff... wonder why I haven't come up with anything of that magnitude of late... must be that dreaded thing called age creeping up on me...

I am so tired... slept 8 hours in two days...and still not getting enough sleep... I gotta get a life...

Been working practically round the clock to redo my background [which by now most of you should know that it was being rejected] and trying to balance a few new ideas as well. Shucks.. life is crappy... To top it all off, I have received help with the background... my very own research assistant who basically does my job for me.. rendering me useless to the cause... shucks... can't blame anyone tho, it was my own fault that I couldn't model a 'good' background! I just HAD to do something out of the ordinary... shucks... This time... I'm coming up with a new style... just hope this one doesn't receive the bad publicity that my original did... maybe next time I should stick to modelling boxes...

Had a very extensive lesson on economics today at a friend's place. Thanks... you obviously know who you are... and if you don't.. ah heck.. you do!!! Learned many things that has been taught in class in some unknown language that could hardly be english. I am now a learned person...

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Nuff said... wonder what Laine would think...XP

Went to a lot of trouble trying to download an updated driver for my graphics card because the old one was a bit unstable. Discovered a tad too late that the 'new' driver was even more unstable than the previous one, causing my comp to hang during startup! Go figure...:P. Geforce 2 [not Geforce 3... no ash...XP], here I come!

Shucks... all this hassle.. for a Maya 3.0 installer... shucks... my life is so full of woe.. shucks...

Done with presentation... done with thinking.. done with the rebellion... and done with the rage... now it's time for texturing! Boy, I need a looooonnng weekend.. sheesh...

Ack... work has taken over my life... I haven't been sleeping well for the past couple of days or so... there's just so much to do, and even now as I'm writing this blog, I have tons of unfinished work to do... what am I going to do!?!??!?!! Maybe a round of CounterStrike might help... XP

Ahha.... the skills I learnt during internship has finally proven useful in this darkest hour!!! The basic understanding of 3D has helped me more than two years of attending lectures... go figure! I just discovered that my model's proportions are a bit off... shucks.. back to the old drawing board...