I feel so worthless. I feel like I want to quit blogging. The internet here is so slow. My workload has increased. I am feeling down. I feel like I have no friends. Maybe I'm just being paranoid. Maybe I'm just too busy. I haven't got time to go out anymore. I dunno why, don't ask me. I want more music CD's!!! I'm getting this weird impression that I'm growing up too fast... or maybe not at all... I think I'll give myself more time to figure this out. Probably just a phrase...