Of things that go bump in your life...

Sometimes life brings you down. And screws with you. Hard. (Not in that way you pervert!!!)

And after all that screwing is done, (and no, you're not left with a very big a-hole) you find yourself pretty much wondering what that was all about. Pretty much like getting raped. Except without the physical pain, but with a similar amount of mental trauma.

It is a sad state to be in. There's rebuilding to do, finding a reason to live again. Trying to find what you have lost. Trying to find out what you have lost. Trying to find yourself. Trying to find others. Trying to find reason.

Then life does something unexpectedly courteous in the way that life can sometimes be untimely courteous to people. Some of you may have experienced such a phenomenon before. And in the past few weeks, I know I have.

Things just kept happening to put things that were wrong, back in place. For once, things were starting to happen. And happen right. And I don't think it's just a coincidence, and I don't think it's just a matter of faith in a greater power or anything for that matter. I believe it somehow stems from the belief that one has the ability to do so. To make a change.

And as one person mentioned before, you have to want it bad enough for things to somehow come your way. And I believe it does. But sometimes, you have to give yourself, or your own luck, a push in the right direction. You have to get up off your arse and do something about it.

Sometimes, all that effort pays off.

Things are changing. Just you wait and see.